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Inside.

I smile.

I laugh.

I joke.

I read.

I work.

It’s all good. It’s all normal.

On the outside.

The insides are another story.

Hidden beneath, in the interstices of my heart.

Is the pain.

Gut-wrenching. Ruthlessly pecking away at my very core.

Like an insect on a deep red flower.

Sucking the nectar of joy from my life.

My mind in a constant rewind mode.

Replaying every hurt. Crying pain. Searing pain.

Longing pain. Hurting again and again.

A pain that I want to wish away.

No way! It is a pain that is as much a part of me

As the blood seeping down my veins. 



Withdrawal from love is painful on the inside. While it's a perfectly normal day on the outside.

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